My daily ramblings.

Woo. I got a digital camera for Christmas. I've been taking pictures all day. Haha, and it's pretty darn amazing. =DDD I've had such an uneventful weekend. My dads been sick with the stomach flu, my best friend Eric is gone in Michigan, blah. I really need to decide whether I'm gonna do something or not. I know I'm supposed to go to the movies on Wednesday, but that shouldn't be too swell. Emily is bringing her new boyfriend, Andrea is going and bringing her mom, and then there's me. With Eric in Michigan, I have nothing to do for fun. Andrea pretty much hogs Emily (who's supposed to be my other best friend) whenever all three of us are together. And Emily clings to her. So it's a really uncomfortable situation. I like Eric. I realized how much I like him tonight when I was talking to him on the phone. And he likes me. But he has a girlfriend whom he likes very much, obviously. And we're just best friends. But I wanna be here for him to support him through his relationship with her, and I am here for him. I talk to him whenever I can about how things are going for them. But it's hard because I just.. like him so much. And he's going to be having a birthday partyish thing soon. And he's inviting me and a few friends.. and his girlfriend. I know she's gonna be all over him like a fly to a hotdog (ok, bad comparison), and it's gonna be hard for me to see it all right there. =X Aaagh. I really need to stop worrying about guys and let them come to me. =/